Eve Kosofsky Sedgwick spelled out reasons for queer theory to eschew the etiological questions that preoccupied early advocates of gay liberation: Etiologies of homosexuality are difficult, if not impossible, to insulate from a fantasy of eliminating gay people from the world. Sedgwick’s reparative account would seem, however, to have two objects at least nominally at odds: the proto-gay child in a state of suspension and the gayness that seeks to emerge from that potentiality, and, in emerging, to dissolve it. This chapter suggests that to dwell on queer origin might offer a way to sustain that “proto-gay” thread of potentiality, even within the actualization that makes it retrospectively legible. Carson McCullers’s Member of the Wedding, James Baldwin’s Go Tell it on the Mountain, and Su Friedrich’s film Hide and Seek offer examples of narrating the “proto-gay” from within: maintaining a relation to gay futures while remaining true to a perspective that does not resolve its present confusions (and pleasures) with reference to that horizon. To tell of proto-gay kids is also to pose the question of inception; they embody what, could we see it, remains forever unformed within us, the potentiality that is the heritage of our beginnings.