The combination of text and images in How Strange, Her Voice. The Mourning Diariesallows for the unfolding of two aspects at play in Jesse Ahler's recent work on colour and mourning. One is a reorganisation of time in a book – created as part of the ongoing work How
Strange, Her Voice – that attempts to give form to a transformation in and through grief, which defies chronological representation in many ways. Another is the sensation that arises when I think of my parents. Deceased, they are no longer attached to a specific moment in time. Rather,
they seem to be everything they ever were – all of it, all at once and all the time – condensations of themselves, which contradicts the idea that they are completely and forever 'gone'. The writing emerged to form a kind of palimpset with the diary Roland Barthes kept after the
death of his mother, and the material processes of dying literally gave colour to this transformative, nonlinear process, as an incongruous, impertinent signifier. 'mourning