You Have to Be Really Strong
This chapter argues that media are affective technologies. It examines the various affects—or the sensations, feelings, and embodied experiences of intensity—that media transmit and the practices trans audiences deploy to manage them. The chapter highlights the various methodologies of adaptation and survival participants deployed in coming to terms with media’s disempowering messages and the affective turbulences they generate. In constructing self-protective armors, protecting their integrity, and thickening their skin, this chapter foregrounds how participants rebound and rebuild their sense of self that media discourses threatened to erode. I call this audience practice “resilient reception.” This chapter defines resilient reception, explains how it is both similar to and different from “resistance,” and offers a new way for thinking about audience experiences with media. Resilient reception conceptualizes audience practices as developing within everyday life’s temporal flow and moves us past the “moment of reception”—or that actual, bounded occasion when one consumes media. Audiences are not simply affected by media within the context of a single viewing moment, but continuously and ceaselessly struggle with the messages of media culture, contending with its influence over their self-worth, integrity, and emotional life on a daily basis.